"Sick" Zombie Slayer

Call of Duty: World at War - NAZI ZOMBIE GAMEPLAY - Awesome video clips here

this is Call of Duty - Nazi Zombie.
a mini game from the WWII first person shooter, where a group of 4 people can play together and defend against invading Nazi zombies into their shelter.

well, 2day I spent 3 hours playing this game in a cyber cafe with my buddies, and it was fun actually, extremely exhilarating especially when we get to the later stages when the zombies come in big fuggin waves, they get stronger and faster, and we were like screaming "get the fxxk away from me ccb niasing XXXXXXXXXXX WAAAAAAAAAAAAA" *dead*

yeah, when u hear these cursing it normally ends up in someone dying in the game.
fuggin fantastic XD

u guys should try it when u have the chance, one of the most exciting FPS in recent times.

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On a more serious note, I almost vomited after the gaming session ended.
I have this problem where after playing First Person Shooter (FPS) games I will end up freaking nauseated.
like fuggin wanting to puke.
especially FPS with dark surroundings, small/covered environment, and fast actions aka flinging the mouse everywhere to shoot the fuggin buggers.
and Nazi zombie is exactly those of what I mentioned, but multiplied by at least 2.

so apart from dying in game, I felt like half dead when I finished playing it.

no more zombie slaying for me in the foreseeable future, it's a health hazard for me 凸 =..="

When? Why? How? I Don't know~~~

噢~~~

又平平淡淡地过了今年的7/12了~~~

好~~~无~~~聊~~~

7/12又是什么日子呢???

应该..只有几个人知道这一天对我有什么意义吧...

不知道的那些人呢? 想知道吗???

噢~~~~

都~~~过~~~了~~~

算~~~了~~~罢~~~~~

呜呜呜~~~


LOLX~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


btw，最近好多人庆祝anniversary喔...

有的去烛光晚餐

有的打算去马六甲玩

有的结果因为经济不景气而上了云顶

有的比较有米的又跑到了金马伦玩

感觉好幸福喔~~~

我也想过纪念日~~~

买多多的花，巧克力送她，带她到处逛游~~

拖着她的小手~~ 给她温柔的亲吻拥抱~~~

好想要有二人世界的幸福感觉哦~~~

呜~~~~

LOLX x 100~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


21岁了，其实身边多了很多感情方面稳定下来了的情侣...
一起共度了一周年，两周年，甚至更多的都会有..
当然也有那些结了婚的另当别论啦，搞大人家或什么的都不是普通人想要发生的 @@"
但其实发现现在身边的朋友要就是已多年老夫老妻的情侣，要不然就是死命单身的那些可怜家伙，而我就很可惜的被入围后面的那可怜组 T_T~

说要找女朋友，就不知道为什么酱难...

从哪开始找起?

从现有的朋友圈?

从不认识的人那儿开始找起?

从前任女友那儿找回以前的感觉?

现有的朋友圈里，若要找个伴侣，意思就是会少一个朋友。
这方面的起点就是要确认哪些朋友有机率或比较有可能性成为伴侣。
若表白不成功，通常就等于会少个朋友了...
成功的话就有女友了，但若过后进展受挫而分开的话，往往也就酱不只没了情人，也浪费了之前向本为朋友的她表白所冒的险，一样地失去了个很要好的朋友...

若说要从不认识的人哪找女友，别说要认识女友啦，就连要认识新朋友都难... ="=
我现在的环境和现况，说实在不利于认识新朋友呢...

前任女友?
这其实就是最容易的方式了。
最熟悉的感觉往往就是最舒服的了，所以ex的appeal就在于它的熟悉感...
分了酱多年还可以谈天时还很自然地dear来darling去..
说的话题不论从八卦到时事到性爱到空谈都可以讲得自由的感觉..
清楚她喜欢些什么，讨厌些什么..
知道她喜欢你的什么，讨厌你的什么..
而自己也清楚喜欢她的什么，不喜欢她的什么...
对于她的了解，就会变成想回追她的推动力。

但这所有所有的了解之中，往往最明刻骨铭心最记得的最清楚的，
就是当时是为了些什么而分开...
而这记忆，就会成了想回追念头的最大阻碍。

噢~~~~~

懊恼~~~~~


wow，好像做assignment酱写了个分析自己"找女友"的analysis...
tmd i need to get a break from my assignments X.X

虽然...我单身了几久一下，但也其实谈过很多年的恋爱啦...
多多少少都至少有7，8年了吧..
在这么多年里对象不多，只围绕在2，3人之间...
奇怪的是...我还没正式度过过哪个周年呢!!!
not even an 1 year anniversary!!!
要怪就怪我所有过的爱情都挨不过一年吧...

失~~~~~~~败~~~~~~~~

伤~~~~~~~心~~~~~~~~

哇哇哇~~~






stupid post XD... happy public holidays everyone~~~

Anonymous IV

Things hasn't change a bit.

not a bit at all.

Then why am I yearning for the past?

Why am I so afraid to commit to the future?

Why am I scared to make the next move?

The move that I'm not even sure which would lead me to something good?

Confused, but at the same time excited.

This is certainly a first.

Nightmare

Finally,

My nightmare of a semester has ended.

today I've just finished my last final exam subject, and will gladly put this horrible semester of mine behind me.

I have no idea how

I could have screwed this semester up

I think this is probably the worst semester I've had in the three years of my time in HELP

probably due to the fact that somehow

I wasn't in the mood to study at all.

That after so long til the sem has started, passed by, and finished in front of me but me still having the holiday hangover from my PREVIOUS sem break.

why?

why.

I felt that I had no motivation whatsoever

which is something that has been getting on me for the pass few semester

motivation is decreasing at a steady rate with each passing semester

hence is that's probably why my grades are at a similar downward slope?

dunno.

no motivation

due to what?

due to having no target to achieve

due to being single and having no moral support

due to being sick

due to having too many excuses?

maybe a bit of everything.

I cannot deny the fact that the things I've mentioned is indeed having a negative effect in my life

I want to change those situations

But change takes time

and time is not on my side.

On Saturday my aunt chatted with my mom, suggesting that I should travel to UK next year when my degree finishes to get my masters. My cousin bro is going during that time so they agree it would be a great time to tag along.

In my mind,

I don't mind going, if it does not burden my family financially, and I would certainly like the exposure.

But,

I held my stand that if my sickness haven't healed, I will not be going, or else I know I'll suffer.

Time is running out.

Time is running out.

Time is running out.

...

Nightmare of a semester has ended

I do not have high hopes for my grades this sem

A pass for every sub would be good enough

If not then I wouldn't complain as I know I deserved it.

Bad bad nightmare...


Hope I wake up to a better dawn.

Anonymous III

"I would rather pass up late a fully completed/100% satisfied assignment, than to pass up on time a half-heartedly done/rush job assignment,"
quote Bryan Chong.

That, my friend, is the excuse I give to myself when I pass up my assignment late, and it does make sense, doesn't it?

well lately I've passed up 3 assignments 1 day late, the most recent one being today.
I know it's bad, and I know the consequences of maybe deducted marks. (this depends on lecturers you see, some won't mind if it's juz 1 day late, while some will even if u're 1 hour late)
And hell yeah, I do know that I'm lazy... XD
But in my opinion, why pass up a half-done, rushed job assignment that will get around 60 marks on time, when I can pass up a decently done assignment worth at least 70 marks 1 day late?

how it works in my college HELP:
late pass up penalty: 10% deducted from the actual mark given each day.
so it's like if u get 80% but pass up late by 1 day, it's 80%-8%=72%, or late by 2 days it's 80%-16% blah blah blah..
so...

the math goes like this: (assuming marks will be deducted)
pass up bad assignment on time = 60% over 100%
pass up good assignment late by 1 day = 70% - 70/100 = 63% over 100%

see? get my point?


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I admit.. that it's still an excuse for doing something bad... LOL
1 more assignment due on the 12th!!! please don't give me the chance to use this excuse again, however much sense it makes.. T_T~
somebody plz save miiii from becoming who i don't want to be~~~ lalala XD

Another 1st Time

last Friday I accidentally twisted my right ankle while playing futsal with my buddies.

it was the first time in my life that I've twisted an ankle, and god it hurt like hell =..=

well not as painful compared when I broke my leg la, but still pretty horrible >"<

went to the doctor shortly afterwards and he said that I've "popped" a vein O.O"

simply hearing that statement send the shivers down my spine =.=

....

wasn't able to walk for 2 days, today 4 days after the incident I drove to class.
still walking kinda gingerly but I can drive edy so good enough improvement la I'd guess...

me leg looks fukin cacat for the last few days =..="

well thanks to me buddy Khai and his lao po for sending me to the doc and back home right after the incident happened, no small feat considering the fact that I was unable (obviously) to drive and he had to drive and park my HUGH 4X4 that he never previously drove before, and the hardest part was of course to park it back into my tiny parking lot after getting back to my condo >"<

Ayu and Tirus get a special mention for, ahem, their so-called "sick visit", in which they came into my house for less than 5 minutes to retrieve some stuffs they forgot to bring home during the previous mahjong session, plus curi some MP3 and porn and then left... LOL
well they did wish me well so...

and not forgetting lovely ms papaya who never forgets to show her care for me whether it's, in her own words, implicitly or explicitly... XD

to Mel who had the same fate as me while falling off her bed not long ago, now I finally understand what you had to go through and it sure sucks bad...

and TQ mom/dad/sis of course... lovely+caring+annoying as always ^^

and yeah to those mahjong kakis who kept me occupied the last few days when I wasn't able to move much, TQ very much for the company, although u guys bloody won too much $$$ from me !$@#$@% =..="

to everybody else,
stay safe, stay healthy, and stay injury-free.

Anonymous II

when you hold what values most to you
keep your fingers tight
firm but gentle
protect it from harm
but give it the freedom to roam

carefully.. carefully... carefully...

eventually...

finally?

Fun Quota

Alright, now officially my Fun Quota is used up.

So it's back to the serious and sticky end of stuffs.

I've been wasting my time away on meaningless things for way too long.

I've been running away from stuffs I don't wanna face.

I've been hiding my head under the hole which kinda make me don't see things that I don't wanna see.

Well, I've been very very bad lately.

So it's about time I start to do things I'm suppose to do, Properly.

I've been ignorant, I know.

I've been missing in action, this I'm also aware.

I've neglected some stuffs and also some people, I know and I wonder why am I such a jackass.

I feel guilty, and I'm deeply sorry to those who is in concern.

So, starting from now on, I will be the better "me".

Or at least, I will try to be that better me.

Please, if you may, help me and send some love and care to me.

Ever wondered how does it feel to lose direction?

To lose the driving force of motivation?

I think I know how that feels now.

I think I'm somewhat lost.

So so so...

Let's start from doing the basic things properly first.

Let's assume that I have a Fun Quota and it is all used up, so there will no longer be any time-wasting, energy-busting, senseless activities involved anymore.

And for once seriously, do stuffs that I'm fully capable of doing really well and not like coming out with shitty end products that I'm producing of late.

Like the assignment which is due on Monday!!!

and from here on hopefully I'll start to find my way...



fuck you bryan chong you're one piece of shit. better buckle up you ass or else face the fucking consequances.
somebody fucking bitch-slap me pls.

Anonymous I

You and I both agreed that I'm the one who understands you most

I know what you have been
I know what you can be

The only thing I'm not sure of, is what have you become

it's been so long...

You said it's either all or nothing
I'm thinking, I have nothing else to lose

Dangerous.. It's you not me who is dangerous...

swt food for thought -.-

Happy Day @ 28/9

I had an unusually happy Sunday today, which doesn't happen that often to me for quite a long time going.

The day started out with me refusing to get out of bed and going along with my parents for a morning jog at 8am, which i volunteered the day before to join since it's a boring Sunday and I did not have any plans.
But me being me I ended up staying til early Sunday morning around 3.30am watching Arsenal get beaten by Hull (WoWooo go tigers go!!! gunners losers LOLX), was the 1st happy thing that happened IMO and I duly got into bed in good mood after their loss wakakaka.

Alas, people (like me) who gets into bed at 3am+ will normally not be able to wake up at 8am for exercise, and me ended up sleeping until 11am where I had Bak Kut Teh for breakfast, joining mom and dad after they finished their jog.
I like Bak Kut Teh ^^ 2nd happy thing

Went home and spent few hours on Dota until dad decided to SUDDENLY go for lunch and then to The Curve for some time-wasting. It was so SUDDEN that I had to unwillingly and SUDDENLY leave the Dota game I was playing =.=" 1st intentional leave game in GG leh Zzz...

Fortunately ran into some good luck at The Curve afterward where I grabbed 4 items in Adidas for less than RM200, and mom paid for it cuz it's my "health-enhancing-items" and in this case 2 hightech uber cool (literally) exercise T-shirts and 2 pair of exercise pants. Wohoo happy!!! XD

Then before going home I had dinner, which includes CRAB!!! Wohoo it's been so freakin long since I last ate crab!! lalalala must be one of the happiest thing that happened to me today ^^
And also broccoli and some yummy taufu and some not-so-yummy chicken which I didn't eat much, was a really satisfying and, here's that word again, happy meal. lol

crabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrabcrab

or what's left of it... Yummy!! XP

And lastly of course includes doing a little favour for lil' ms Papaya (an all-expenses-paid purchase and delivery duty LOL)
Seeing that smile on her face would brighten any dark day of mine.
See I'm a nice guy who would gladly make people happy just for the sake of people being happy ^^P
and in return it makes me a happier man. blah blah blah...

Bryan is in good mood today.

Reasons to be Missed

I dreamed I was missing

You were so scared

But no one would listen

Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming

I woke with this fear

What will I be leaving

When I'm done here?

I'm not afraid

I've taken my beating

I've shared what I made

I'm just strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

All I've done all these while

Is forgetting all the hurt inside

I've learned to hide so well

Pretending someone else

can come and save me from myself

So I just want you to know

When my time comes

Please forget the wrongs that I've done

And help me leave behind some

reasons to be missed

Don't resent me

and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Please leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest...

courtesy of Linkin Park

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If one day I'm gone , why would I be missed?

DeepShit

DeepShit I am in DeepShit OMFG!!!

Zzzz someone please pull me out of this shit hole I don't wanna suffer anymore please please please~~~~~

URGH this sucks bad sucks bloody bad CCBKNNMCH!!!!

U stupid piece of shit can you just STFU and do what's u're suppose to do and not do anything you're not suppose to do!!!

DeepShit DeepShit I hate this I Fuking hate all of these..............

I feel like hitting the wall 1000 times I feel like ramming into a tree at 320kph I feel like jumping off my 12th floor I feel like... I'm in DeepShit!!!!!

rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant.......


Bryan is in a bad mood
i am sad

bugger

Tuesday morning.

class at 8am.

woke up at 630am. brush and clean up 7am.

left for breakfast at Jinjang around 710am.

finished breakfast at 725.

started moving from Jinjang to Bangsar for class. (will normally take around 25min to 30min)

then I stumble onto this sh*t




Jln Kuching @ 730am.

ZZZZzzzzzz......

745: still in jln kuching

800: still in jln kuching... (class started edy ok =..=")

815: reached the junction that turns into my condo area. still in jln kuching wtfffff....
junction.
straight to college.
left to home.
this moment in time then: go to class or go home???

I duly turned left back home.

would have probably reached college around 9am if I'd continue going straight then.

park the car 910.

take the bus 915.

bus reach block KDPA(where my class is held) 930.

would be 1 and a half hour late for class. and seriously kena fucked my my lecturer.

skipped another class. bugger.

Go home little whale.. Go back to your mommy...

"In the end, there was little that could be done for Colin, the baby humpback whale whose slow and sad decline ended with a lethal injection today. For nearly a week, efforts to save the abandoned calf had transfixed Australians, been discussed on internet chat rooms and made headlines around the world.

But Colin, first sighted on Sunday trying to suckle from a yacht moored in Pittwater, north of Sydney, had little hope of surviving without its mother, and attempts failed to lure the mammal out to sea in the hope that it would be adopted by a passing pod of humpbacks.

Wildlife experts and even a whale whisperer had been brought in to try to save the 14ft animal, which was serenaded with songs, stroked by vets and gently encouraged to make its way back to the ocean. There had been talk of force-feeding it with baby formula through a tube, but the calf was clearly dying and euthanasia seemed the only option.

Even that idea was bound to cause controversy in this nation of whale-lovers, whose campaigning over the past 30 years has helped to save the humpback from extinction. Outraged animal rights activists tried to win a stay of execution. They organised a legal injunction against the National Parks and Wildlife Service to prevent Colin being put down, but they were unable to serve it in time.

After a search the night before proved fruitless, soon after daybreak, the whale was spotted and veterinary officers moved in to sedate it. For a few minutes it thrashed around as marine workers coaxed the struggling Colin to shore, hoisted the two-ton whale on to a tarpaulin and pulled it into a tent.

A few onlookers cried, “Shame! Shame!” One likened it to the Japanese slaughter of whales in the Southern Ocean. Alexander Littingham, who watched the spectacle, branded the scene as “absolutely disgusting”. He added: “They have towed him behind the boat, scenes reminiscent of what we’ve seen the Japanese fishing trawlers do.” Cherie Curchod, who lives nearby, claimed the calf continued to thrash around after being given six injections. “It was so upsetting because euthanasia is meant to be an easy death and that whale did not have an easy death at all,” she said.

But John Dengate, of the National Parks and Wildlife Service, said: “That was the best way it could have been done; you put the animal out of its misery.” The calf had suffered shark-inflicted injuries and was having problems breathing. “The last thing we want is that the whale should suffer,” he added.

An autopsy will be performed on the carcass at Sydney’s Taronga Zoo to establish what was wrong. One assumption has already been proved mistaken. On close inspection, Colin turned out to be a female, so was promptly rechristened Colette."

Colin/Colette, trying to suckle from a yacht.. poor thing...

The other day I was still reading about how the officials there wanted to help the lil' lost fella in finding its mother, or otherwise its surrogate mother, how they lured Colette out to the open sea in hope that it will join the other whale herds...

Then yesterday news came about that Colette again returned to the port, lost and frustrated...

Today, it was decided to be put down due to it being injured by shark bites and starving..

In the matter of 3 days I've witnessed the demise of a 2 week old baby, how sad...

let's mourn...

PS: I've always have a soft spot for animals... >"<

生病了...

七月节，真的出事了...

来了个大感冒...
首先开始有喉咙痛...
过后变成严重伤风.. 左鼻孔塞住/右鼻孔死命流鼻水... 水水状的鼻水.. >"<
过后差点发烧..


现在好多了，但还是证明了我在这段时期会有的衰运...
希望明年今日不会重复这样衰啦..

唉...........

Finally!!!

Outta the way olympics, the B.P.L is finally back!!!

After 2 long months of non-footballing weekends, here it comes again~~~

Hurray~~~~

lol bloody pissing myself with excitement XD

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Go Go Go Manchester United~~~

Go on and win the quadruple!!! or at least the treble this time around ^^

07/08 Premier League Champions





we love u Sir Alex

Break the mold and retain the Champions League title~~~


Kings of Europe. This was really long overdue


@ Moscow. That was fun, let's do it again this year XD

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED~~~

14/7

七月十四

快要过十二点了

我的灾难期快要过了

已经很多年的七月十四遇到许许多多不好的经验

其中比较严重的有撞破头，撞车，生病，不见贵重东西...


....

今天一早刚起身想下楼下吃早餐

突然接到姐姐从公司打来的电话

"在哪里?"

"在家里咯..." blurz =..=

"今天别出门啊，是七月十四正日。"

"喔.."

"你知道你的啦，七月十四很容易中事的。要出门的话下午出下还可以，晚上最好躲在家里.. 最好整天躲在家里啦。"

"家塌下来呢..?"

"那个..机率比较底吧..." giggle.. XD

"喔..."

"你..等一下..." 传电话给在旁的爸爸...

"喂..?" blurz...

"喂，在做什么?" 老豆说话 o.O" huh

"要吃早餐咯，虾米事?"

"带着你的'皮袖'啊.."

"哈..?" wtf is a 皮袖 -.- blurzzz..

"买给你的那个貔貅啊!!!"

"哦... okok.." Ooo... is that magical good luck heavenly lion thingy i got in china..

"好啦.."

"喔..." still blur..

*卡嚓*

....


乖乖的躲在家里一整天了..


Ouch...

A new day, a new begining.
God bless me >"<

Simplicity

My mom ran into my room and told me this story out of total randomness yesterday night when I was casually sitting here surfing the web...

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When the US astronaut first went to to outer space, they had problems jotting notes down because their pens were not working under zero gravity conditions.
The ink just won't come out because there were no gravity.

After 20 years of research and millions invested into this particular problem, astronauts finally found a solution.

But it wasn't the US astronaut who had found the solution tho.
It was the Russians aka Soviet Union cosmonauts, who went to space years after the US astronaut did.

How did they managed to overcome this problem that the US had and couldn't fix for such long time with such a big fund?

well...
They Russians just happened to have brought along their pencil...

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The moral of the story is,

Sometimes it's not worth looking too far forward or too deep inside, either for solutions or signs..
You may end up complicating stuffs and blurring your perception of what you 1st had in mind.

Sometimes, the solution may just lie in the simplest of things...

I truly believe that it's the simple stuffs that are most beautiful.


My lil' new phone hang-thingy.. Got it from a 扭扭蛋 contraption in Cineleisure 2day..
"In doing anything, aim for the world record!!!"... I suppose that's wat it's telling me XD

cute lil' fella ^^

七月节

又来到农历七月了。

七月节，鬼门开...
对我来说都不是间好事 >"<

不是说我有第三眼，容易见鬼或什么无聊的...
只是一直以来七月节间我都会很衰的啦 -________-"

撞车.. 撞破头... 生病...

唉，要乖乖的过这一个月了...
也好啦，刚开学就应该需要多点纪律多一点点自爱了...
而这七月节的因数就刚刚好可以成为我变乖的理由了 ^^

要...
早睡早起...
早餐吃饱饱...
午餐晚餐吃好好..
准时上课..
不要skip课...
驾车驾慢慢..
割车割快快...
电脑打少点..
午觉睡多点...
运动多做点..
钱再用少点...

好，安排好这鬼节期间要做的东西了!!!
这月任何东西/事件/人物要来挑战我的，放马过来吧~~~

God Bless me...

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Test #2: 撞鬼指数

Here's a lil' test my good friend Mr Fei linked me to play...
Have a try and see how big of a possibility you're gonna run into a ghost this Hungry Ghost Festival XD

Mine is
你的撞鬼指數：10%

你與鬼絕緣！想撞鬼？沒門！你聞鬼喪膽？恭喜你！你膽小怕事的個性已發揮到了極致，屬於鬼見鬼厭的類型。即使鬼門關大開之時，成千上萬的孤魂野鬼都向外湧，見人就想與之交朋友，可是遇見你就覺倒胃口，想方設法遠遠地躲著你，繞道而行。

... LOLX
10%, true also I don't really believe in ghost or any of these superstitious anyway...
But what's also true is I tend to be quite unlucky during this period..

Again.. God Bless me pls...

Reflecting Back on a Holiday

Sem Break just finished. New long sem just started.

Time to do some looking back on what I've planned to do, what I've done, and what I didn't do.

Stuffs planned and done:
1. A reasonable amount of exercise to aid my recovery of my sickness.
- Yep did that. Although didn't visit my gym for as much as I would have liked, I still managed to play futsal once a week and badminton twice a week. And some jogging in the weekends...

2. Get reasonable amount of rest.
- Yes that too I did. Slept alot. Slept alot more earlier too. 1st good effort in changing my lifestyle.

3. Eat as much healthy food as possible.
- Did that too... Nothing spicy nothing fried nothing sour for the whole of holiday... Save for 1 piece of Margaritta pizza at Vivo XD 2nd decent effort in lifestyle changing.

4. Play less Dota.
- Yes surprisingly I managed to do this, went to CC only 3 times in a month's time. New personal record.

5. Saving more money by going out less. Less going out less driving less spending u see.
- Yep done that, RM200 worth of petrol lasted me more than a month, another new record... Didn't buy any clothing whatsoever in the MegaSale period too. Trying very hard not to X.X

6. Meet new friends/contact old friends.
Something I done in my holiday that I'm actually proud of. Some of the highlights were meeting Liwen aka sei fei po after she came back from US, meeting SPY in her yoga studio opening ceremony, getting to know new friends though existing friends (a few..), all of which i'm really happy of doing.

err... that's about all.. stuffs I've planned and done.

Stuffs planned and not done:
1. Go on a vacation elsewhere other than KL.
- Nope. Was stuck in KL soil for the whole of my sem break. Friends were either busy or too poor to go on a vacation. Family was working. How sad.. T_T~

2. Skating (@Sunway...)
- Nope. Wanted to but somehow didn't managed to.

3. Wall Climbing (@1U)
- Same reason as above.

4. Camping (@FIRM)
- A plan made up by one of my friends but in the end the plan starter canceled the plan. damn.

5. Play more MahJong as a holiday pass time.
- Did play abit, but just a lil' bit... Tak cukup la hands still itchy!!!

6. Play more Dota.
- err something I didn't do, was good in the sense it's bad for health, was weird on the other hand cuz it was a bloody holiday...

7. Work/earn $$$.
- Wasn't able to cuz of my current health issues...

8. Sing more K.
- Juz sang ONCE for the whole bloody month -__- I used to sing K at least twice a week while I was having class... Yet in a last sem break how I managed to just sing K once is beyond me >"<

9. Finish my 三国 BB Gundam series models.
- Unfortunately, ran out of painting materials...

10. Find a girlfriend.
- Err... obviously a mission unaccomplished =..=

I guess that's about it.
Conclusion is, the pass 1 month was the longest semester break I've ever had in my 3 years in HELP, but it was also the most boring sem break I've ever had.
It's kinda sad looking back on my holiday...

But the past has passed me so let's just move on, time to start a new page in my life, and a new semester in my academic life...
Hopefully the future will be better.. Hopefully...

Test #1

挑戰型（權威自信，敢作敢為）

您經常是精力充沛、情感強烈、專橫霸道、叛逆、保護者、獨斷獨行、一不作二不休的人。您工作賣力，玩樂也賣力。
您擁有一定的個人倫理，涵蓋了整合、真理和正義，透過這個個人倫理，您以正反對立的角度觀看世界。
您雖然重視公平，卻不太樂意聽到其他人的觀點。

優點：
您對朋友和所愛的人會極端保護和支持，您會因為他們受到不公平對待，不夠強壯到足以為自己爭鬥的人而努力抗爭。

缺點：
不尊重他人的權利和需求，為了自己而脅迫他人。

愛情：
您深刻重視感情，但由於您獨斷獨行，而且有對控制的需要，可能會出現建立關係的困難。
在親密關係中，爭吵對您來說是主要的，這是安全保持連繫的一種刺激方式。

您是能鼓舞對方，有趣的伴侶，而且會永不厭倦地保護對方，支持伴侶自我實現。
「我知道她的聰明、能幹，而且我愛這樣，但是踏入這個充滿危險威脅的世界，她跟著我走是重要的，這樣我才知道她是安全的。這看起來像是控制，然而卻是對她的保護。」

安定方位：付出型
在安定的狀態下您會變得順從、願意付出、容易受人影響，讚成和自己有關的事物。

壓力方位：思考型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得沮喪、怠惰、不溝通，而且無法決定自己在思考的事情，並加以實行。

建意：
學習接受沉悶和恐懼
認知並歡迎您的脆弱及無力
改善自己責備他人的傾向

最渴望：控制掌握一切，當家作主
最恐懼：屈服於人
最難達到的美德：純真 (Innocence)
最難克服的執念：縱慾 (Lust)

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The test's slightly true and slightly not true...
How does it reflect on me? ngam tak ngam?!?

hmm...

newayz here's the link if u wanna have a try

Cry

想哭
陈奕迅



相约 在一个适合聊天 的下午
分开很多年 满以为没有包袱
我还打算回顾 我们为何结束
还想问你 是不是一个人 住

当你的笑容 给我礼貌的招呼
当我想诉说 这些年来的感触
你却点了满桌 我最爱的食物
介绍我看一本 天文学的书

我想哭 不敢哭
难道这种相处
不像我们梦寐以求 的幸福
走下去 这一步
是宽容 还是痛苦

我想哭 怎么哭
完成爱情旅途
谈天说地 是最理想的出路
谈音乐 谈时事 不说爱
若无其事 原来是 最狠的报复

当我想坦白 我们的乐 多于苦
你说 水星 它没有卫星 好孤独
我才明白时间 较分手 还残酷
老朋友了 再没资格 不满足

我想哭 不敢哭
难道这种相处
不像我们梦寐以求 的幸福
走下去 这一步
是宽容 还是痛苦

我想哭 怎么哭
完成爱情旅途
谈天说地 是最理想的出路
谈音乐 谈时事 不说爱
若无其事 原来是最狠 的报复

若无其事 原来是最狠的 报复...

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很喜欢的一首歌，陈奕迅的"想哭"。
又是林夕的作品，我想怎么会写得这么好，深受感触..

其实很多时候，心情就会很像这首歌酱...
对于某些人，就是会带有这样的感觉..

很多人都说，"时间能冲淡一切"。
但对于一些不想被冲淡的，难道时间就是好东西吗?
有些人会有愿望，对于某事或某人会有期待，甚至会有寄托。
但时间却把这一切，一一地冲淡...
因时间的缘故而导致没有下落的梦想，应该怎样处理呢..?

矛盾是
想说的话 不能 说出来
想做的事 因身份而不恰当
想的人 却没有想你
最了解你的人 不爱你

无奈是
凡事 只能以微笑带过
脸上挂着的 永远是个面具
口是心非 已成了个习惯
敷衍 衬托 已练到最高境界
而最后 唯一 的选择
很明显的是 逃避

每次听这首歌
都会很心酸
都会 很想哭

我讨厌 若无其事
因为它是最狠的 报复

*This song has so little options from YouTube... This is best that i can find but the ending chorus doesn't sound right. Other clips the song and the wording speed doesn't match, so in the end i picked this clip which the words match the song but has a little defect in the last chorus... >"<*

Joker

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Proud

I am proud of myself.

Today, I did something that I would never imagine me doing for a long long time, and that is to sew a button.

It's actually a front button of one of my favorite shirt, which came off dunno when.
So I'd just removed a button from one of the four pockets and stitched it onto the place, just a small lil' achievement that doesn't seem like something worth boosting about.

But that's not the case, because in doing this I've found out that those stitching classes i had in all those "household learning" (what are those classes called edy ar in Malay, I can't seem to remember after all these years - pendidikan jasmani?!? eh that's PE cls rite..) I had while in secondary school form 1/2/3, those knowledge I once deemed USELESS had actually been useful in this particular.

Hence that is why I am proud of myself.
Not because of succeeding in fixing a missing button;
But because I still remembered how to do my stitching.

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btw let me introduce you to Jungle Green (J.G).

J.G is what we Cadetians used to call it, because it is green in colour, and basically it's a jungle combat outfit.
It was once one of my uniform in my cadet haydays.

It's a proud thing for a cadet to receive his first J.G, it's such a big occasion that it's actually worth celebrating for.
You won't naturally get a J.G.
You need to EARN it. Through tests, exams and promotions, you will need to get to a certain "grade" to earn your J.G.
I got mine while i was in Form 3, the 3rd year I joined the cadet police force.

My J.G has been with me for almost 7 years now, and it has been through thick and thin with me.

I've jumped off a 5 floor building while wearing it.
Ran 20KMs while wearing it.
Swimed through rivers and mud while wearing it.
Climbed a mountain while wearing it.
Got lost in a jungle while wearing it.
Shot a M16 rifle while wearing it.
Slept in it. (after 7 years, it would be very weird if i hadn't slept in it ^^")
Performed in a live drama while wearing it. (acting as a "special armed forces" obviously XD)
Electricuted countless ladies while wearing it. (HaHaHa very funny but it's true XP)
Learned many things as a junor cadet while wearing it.
Taught and tortured fellow juniors as a senior cadet while wearing it.
Taught my last proper class as a cadet officer while wearing it.

In a summary, I've sweat , bleed, laughed and cried in my J.G.

After all these years, I still have the honour to fix your button.
J.G, I'm really proud of you, and I think you would be proud of me too.


*Now my J.G is just for casual wear, I still would wear it out for lectures, for shopping and stuffs...*

Movie's Night Out @ 16/7

Just came home after finished watching HellBoy II @ Kepong TGV.

The only thing I could say about it is GO WATCH IT!!!
It's nice, action packed, with a decent storyline(most of the movies nowadays don't have one -__-), and also has supa hot Selma Blair in it!! >:P~

Another thing that surprised me is that someone i didn't expect to show up in the movie appeared, and it's one of my all time favorite actress - Calista Flockhart
Swttttttt didn't recognize her at first because it's been so long since she last showed up in a movie and the fact that she's dressed/makeup-ed as an Elf makes it even harder.
But at 1st she seemed familiar... Then my sis told me that it's really her after the show, I was like... OMG O.O"

It's a nice show go watch it if u can ^^

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Rant #2 (#1 was about Shitmax=Streamyx)
Kepong Jusco parking system sucks!!!
I finished my movie at around 1230am, my car was parked at the cinema floor, but they bloody locked both the exits of the cinema.
I went 1 floor down through the escalator and then back 1 floor up through the car ramp. WTF
Then they have like 4 floors of parking space, but only one floor has the autopay machine. cb
On that single floor, there are only 2 autopay machines, and on this particular day, one of them went out of order, hence only ONE AUTOPAY MACHINE IN THE WHOLE FUKIN BUILDING WAS WORKING.
Lined up for HALF AN FUKIN HOUR TO PAY THE PARKING TICKET.
RUBBISH. UTTER RUBBISH. Couldn't put it any better =..="

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It's late, niteZzz...

U Suck!!! (refering to some local broadband service provider..)

.....

Bloody hell.. Been trying to online for the whole fukin' day and now after finally can online, the internet is so god damm slow!!!!

fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up dhaduilasi;ncjscknsainadalkmdacj mtherfker ccb zzzz

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It wasn't always like this tho, I used to enjoy smooth, uninterrupted broadband..
Playing hours and hours of DoTa without ever needing to worry about sudden putus line or stuffs like dat...

Now.. nvrmind putus line, even getting started is also a problem...
i so bloody hate this..

Argh~~~~~~~~~~~~

Rumor has it that TM has been adding more and more customers without regards to its technical capability, meaning that although TM/Streamyx doesn't have the technical support and capability (like insufficient servers, ports and the sorts) to further extend its network, it still continuously welcome new customers just for the sake of PROFIT... Axxhxlxs...
Hence that is why broadband which should be bloody fast is so slow now, and why I'm facing these issues... Zzz....

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Btw.. On a more serious note, anyone using Streamyx experiencing anything similar to what I'm having?
Like hard to go online (although ADSL light on modem isn't blinking), or really slow connection, or suddenly line interruption after not very long usage of the broadband... anyone?????

Or is it just me having these "special" services... 凸(-___..____-||||)凸

Debut

Wasted hours today trying to fix the outlook of this blog. -__-"
Was previously using a preset template but in the end decided it wasn't "personal" enough, hence the extra effort made into making the title...

Imagine how long it took for this...

















to become this...

















then into this...

















and then this...

















and finally into this...









Well, honestly it wasn't really that long but anyways it was fun doing some drawing once again ^^P

After some tweaking of the colours and fonts, it's now safe to say that the look of my Blogspot is completed, yet something still doesn't look exactly right about it, but I don't know what =.=|||

What's wrong with it?!? Why am I having this weird feeling about it!??

Zzz....

*btw it's my blog's proper debut u see so sokong a bit la pls*

introduction

Hey there everyone, it's me and yeah this is my new but also not-so-new blog.

It's new because I haven't started any post yet and this is my 1st blog entry here.

On the other hand it's not so new because i actually created this blog few months back, it's just that I didn't touch it for a few months since then.

I won't be totally abandoning my old friendster blog tho, there are still important stuffs and memories instilled there and if u and I are not that close then I suggest u to pay a visit to my old blog and take a trip down Bryan's memory lane... click here
I will still be updating my friendster blog.. albeit with posts that are of different substance than those that can be found here in the future...

Bryan's Blogger's Blog will be my place where I'll put up random thoughts, random updates of interesting/weird/scary/disgusting daily happenings, random rants and sorts.
Here will practically be filled with shorter and simpler post as oppose to those "essays" (that's how my friends put it) of my friendster blog...

So basically here's where I'll bullshit...
Feel free to crap here (but please do crap with some relevance to what I've posted tq ^^")