A knight in shining armour
without a
damsel in distress
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fairy tales aren't suppose to be like this
without a
damsel in distress
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fairy tales aren't suppose to be like this
Monday, August 24, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Kitty Kat
I was having my breakfast today
when I suddenly felt there's something under the table touching my leg...
down I looked, and there she was
=D cute kitty playing with my leg
cheeky kitty :p
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need to concentrate on my studies lo!!!! 2molo exam edy WTF!!! GOGOGO
when I suddenly felt there's something under the table touching my leg...
down I looked, and there she was
=D cute kitty playing with my leg
cheeky kitty :p
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need to concentrate on my studies lo!!!! 2molo exam edy WTF!!! GOGOGO
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Pasar pagi
This morning I went to the wet market aka. pasar in Sri Rampai.
Sri Rampai is the area where I spent most of my childhood living in, and this particular pasar pagi I used to visit every sunday when I was a kid together with my mom and dad for buying groceries.
Today it so happens that grandma who stays there ordered us (LOL ordered XD) to go her place to drink some 药材汤 she prepared for us.
So we went there, had breakfast nearby grandma's house eating my favorite 猪肉丸粉.
Then after breakfast we went to the pasar, to buy some vege and some stuffs for cooking.
I think, it has been like at least 6 to 10 years since I last went to this pasar edy =\
But one visit to this place which used to be so familiar to me, and hasn't changed a bit which I realised after been there once again today, that it occurred to me that how how how I missed my childhood T.T~
And here's how it looks like
Beautiful isn't it? how there's elderly people on bicycles with baskets of groceries =)
It's just a one straight line of a street the pasar, with those trees hovering above it which I love so much~
Here's a vege seller store.
When I was a little boy, and I really mean a LITTLE 7, 8 year old boy, I used to curi those long beans they sell to use as playthings XD
You know, long beans are stacked together in one whole big bunch, and when I was a short lil boy I could barely show my head above the table they put their vege on. So I used to just pulled one long strand of the long beans when the seller isn't looking, and that single strand of long bean I would used as a "whip" or just something to spin around while I was following my parents boringly around the pasar... =D
Ah Pak who sells us fresh nice 白鲳, but he's a little discriminative cause he sells those bad, not-so-fresh stock only to the Malays, not to Chinese =\
I like him tho XD
Dad and sis walking in front of me
Dad choosing vege =D
Stuffs I don't particularly like to eat =(
Chicken Shop~
bought 4 pieces of chicken thigh+drumstick
Hoodie mom who's half vampire and would melt under direct sunlight -_-"
she really hates the sun swt
another sad looking bunch of 白鲳 laying on the ground... "plz dun eat miii... T.T" - fishies
Spices
Lastly~ The forbidden secret area of any Pasar~~~
The Pork Store XD
It is located in the back alley, where it can't be seen by people walking on the main street. People need to travel through a secret route to reach it, hence it's the most exclusive store of the whole pasar~
Dad choosing some yummy daging babi =P
I think it's ribs and.. liver.. I guess XD
He's sharpening the giant knife.. the scraping noise so nice BUAHAHAHA *crazy killer laugh XD*
Look at the uncle with the apron on, there's many of them on the street so cute =D
Walking back after finished buying all needed stuffs~
返屋企-ing...
I love this place so much~ =)
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Btw I have a new handphone, and this blog entry shows why I had craved for a phone with a good camera for a long long time...
My previous HTC was hopeless in terms of taking pics, but now I have my new phone with its capable camera, I can take down images I encounter in my everyday life without needing to worry about the pics coming out like shit ^^
That's all for today, more about my new phone on my next post~
Sri Rampai is the area where I spent most of my childhood living in, and this particular pasar pagi I used to visit every sunday when I was a kid together with my mom and dad for buying groceries.
Today it so happens that grandma who stays there ordered us (LOL ordered XD) to go her place to drink some 药材汤 she prepared for us.
So we went there, had breakfast nearby grandma's house eating my favorite 猪肉丸粉.
Then after breakfast we went to the pasar, to buy some vege and some stuffs for cooking.
I think, it has been like at least 6 to 10 years since I last went to this pasar edy =\
But one visit to this place which used to be so familiar to me, and hasn't changed a bit which I realised after been there once again today, that it occurred to me that how how how I missed my childhood T.T~
And here's how it looks like
Beautiful isn't it? how there's elderly people on bicycles with baskets of groceries =)
It's just a one straight line of a street the pasar, with those trees hovering above it which I love so much~
Here's a vege seller store.
When I was a little boy, and I really mean a LITTLE 7, 8 year old boy, I used to curi those long beans they sell to use as playthings XD
You know, long beans are stacked together in one whole big bunch, and when I was a short lil boy I could barely show my head above the table they put their vege on. So I used to just pulled one long strand of the long beans when the seller isn't looking, and that single strand of long bean I would used as a "whip" or just something to spin around while I was following my parents boringly around the pasar... =D
Ah Pak who sells us fresh nice 白鲳, but he's a little discriminative cause he sells those bad, not-so-fresh stock only to the Malays, not to Chinese =\
I like him tho XD
Dad and sis walking in front of me
Dad choosing vege =D
Stuffs I don't particularly like to eat =(
Chicken Shop~
bought 4 pieces of chicken thigh+drumstick
Hoodie mom who's half vampire and would melt under direct sunlight -_-"
she really hates the sun swt
another sad looking bunch of 白鲳 laying on the ground... "plz dun eat miii... T.T" - fishies
Spices
Lastly~ The forbidden secret area of any Pasar~~~
The Pork Store XD
It is located in the back alley, where it can't be seen by people walking on the main street. People need to travel through a secret route to reach it, hence it's the most exclusive store of the whole pasar~
Dad choosing some yummy daging babi =P
I think it's ribs and.. liver.. I guess XD
He's sharpening the giant knife.. the scraping noise so nice BUAHAHAHA *crazy killer laugh XD*
Look at the uncle with the apron on, there's many of them on the street so cute =D
Walking back after finished buying all needed stuffs~
返屋企-ing...
I love this place so much~ =)
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Btw I have a new handphone, and this blog entry shows why I had craved for a phone with a good camera for a long long time...
My previous HTC was hopeless in terms of taking pics, but now I have my new phone with its capable camera, I can take down images I encounter in my everyday life without needing to worry about the pics coming out like shit ^^
That's all for today, more about my new phone on my next post~
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Be Brave =)
Love is a gamble
It involves great risks
But great risks brings great rewards
and love is exactly like that
You may win or you may lose
but if you don't give everything every time you love, then what is the point?
Giving everything may result in losing a lot
but if all goes well, you could have the whole world in exchange
Don't be afraid to lose
or else you may risk missing out on everything you hold dear to your heart
At the very least, that's what I believe in
like you said
Be brave =)
what I'm trying to say is, just go for it =)
It involves great risks
But great risks brings great rewards
and love is exactly like that
You may win or you may lose
but if you don't give everything every time you love, then what is the point?
Giving everything may result in losing a lot
but if all goes well, you could have the whole world in exchange
Don't be afraid to lose
or else you may risk missing out on everything you hold dear to your heart
At the very least, that's what I believe in
like you said
Be brave =)
what I'm trying to say is, just go for it =)
WTF IS THIS
Today while I was having dinner with my family, suddenly a huge bulge appeared out of nowhere on my left hand.
It was like, one minute there was nothing, then the other minute it just appeared!
The bulge is sized like a 10 sen coin, popping out like a f*cking gigantic pimple shit -_-
It doesn't hurt, is not painful, not itchy.
I can press it push it move it scratch it do all sort of things to it but it still feels the same like any other part of my hand, nothing especially painful or weird feeling about it.
But it's still there!!!
Poking out... being a standout among other parts of my hand... staring at me.. WOOT!
OMG WTF IS THIS @@"
the last pic wtf so obvious/disgusting/Zzz
Gonna see the doc if it doesn't disappear by itself in a day or two...
Feeling down cuz of this T.T
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here's a forum topic I opened to inquire about it
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latest update @4/6/09:
It's a Ganglion -__-"
"A ganglion cyst (also known as a bible bump) is a swelling that often appears on or around joints and tendons in the hand or foot. The size of the cyst can vary over time. It is most frequently located around the wrist and on the fingers. The term "Bible Bump" comes from a common urban legend that treatment by pounding on the cyst with a Bible or another large book occurred in the past."
It says there that it's IDIOPATHIC, meaning that its actual causes are UNKNOWN in scientific terms, which kinda sucks -_-
I was hoping for some definite answers, and this is all i got =(
Settled it myself by hitting it with a hard cover book, as one of the methods mentioned to cure the thingy was exactly that... LOL
here's the book, and the towel where I put my hand on for the "operation" XD
The bump disappeared after hitting it hard with the book~
Woot! =P
It was like, one minute there was nothing, then the other minute it just appeared!
The bulge is sized like a 10 sen coin, popping out like a f*cking gigantic pimple shit -_-
It doesn't hurt, is not painful, not itchy.
I can press it push it move it scratch it do all sort of things to it but it still feels the same like any other part of my hand, nothing especially painful or weird feeling about it.
But it's still there!!!
Poking out... being a standout among other parts of my hand... staring at me.. WOOT!
OMG WTF IS THIS @@"
the last pic wtf so obvious/disgusting/Zzz
Gonna see the doc if it doesn't disappear by itself in a day or two...
Feeling down cuz of this T.T
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here's a forum topic I opened to inquire about it
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latest update @4/6/09:
It's a Ganglion -__-"
"A ganglion cyst (also known as a bible bump) is a swelling that often appears on or around joints and tendons in the hand or foot. The size of the cyst can vary over time. It is most frequently located around the wrist and on the fingers. The term "Bible Bump" comes from a common urban legend that treatment by pounding on the cyst with a Bible or another large book occurred in the past."
"Ganglion cysts are idiopathic, but presumably reflect a variation in normal joint or tendon sheath function. Cysts near joints are connected to the joint and the leading theory is that a type of check valve forms that allows fluid out of the joint, but not back in. The cyst contains clear fluid similar to, but thicker than normal synovial fluid. They are most often found around the wrist joint, especially at the scapho-lunate joint, which accounts for 80% of all ganglion cysts."
- WikipediaIt says there that it's IDIOPATHIC, meaning that its actual causes are UNKNOWN in scientific terms, which kinda sucks -_-
I was hoping for some definite answers, and this is all i got =(
Settled it myself by hitting it with a hard cover book, as one of the methods mentioned to cure the thingy was exactly that... LOL
here's the book, and the towel where I put my hand on for the "operation" XD
The bump disappeared after hitting it hard with the book~
Woot! =P
Friday, May 29, 2009
DotA Rehab
It's been more than 1 month since I last played a Dota game.
I'm not playing it at home anymore so my GGclient is redundant now.
I don't feel the urge anymore
uninterested anymore
No more time wasting on these
After 6 years of indulgence in this,
I think I'm done and over my Dota-playing addiction
A change for the good obviously =D
"Tak nak! Setiap tekan membawa padah" =\
I'm not playing it at home anymore so my GGclient is redundant now.
I don't feel the urge anymore
uninterested anymore
No more time wasting on these
After 6 years of indulgence in this,
I think I'm done and over my Dota-playing addiction
A change for the good obviously =D
"Tak nak! Setiap tekan membawa padah" =\Thursday, May 28, 2009
Weird day
Today was/is a weird day.
Technically Today started 12am midnight so....
I was playing mahjong with my buds in my room from 12am til around 3am.
Won RM10 in the end.
Then waited for Champions League Final to start.
Watched together with dad to see how ManUtd got outclassed and beated. sad.
Reluctantly went to sleep at around 5am. Doesn't feel nice when your team lose, especially in the f*cking final wtf
Alarm rang at 630am. Continued sleeping til 715am.
Reluctantly woke up and realised I'm so gonna be late.
Washed up quickly and gone straight to uni, bypassing my usual morning 8am class breakfast place @ Jinjang cause no time for it.
Morning sun and traffic congestion. Typical 8am commute =\
nice sun tho 2day
Went to eat breakfast at Wisma UOA opposite my uni, had fried mee/beehun hybrid and 1 fried egg yummy =D
Gone into class 15 minutes late, lecturer had already given the first 3 exam tips wtf
copied from nice nerdy guy sitting behind me after class finished.
Class finished after Mr Ravi finished giving all 8 exam tips. Juz 1 hour after I entered the classroom door Zzz
Drove back home 930am morning wtf so early -__-
Went back to bed slept until 11am when mom and dad quarreling sound outside woke me up wtf
Went out walked around like a zombie asking what the f*ck for 10 minutes.
Dropped dead back onto my bed. Slept til 1pm.
Changed clothes. drove to my favorite hawker in front of Sg Mas @ Jln Ipoh for lunch.
While finishing my Pork-ball noodle, realised was gonna be late. again.
Drove speedily (lol speedily I like that) to uni again. Went in 15 minutes late again for class.
THEY WERE HAVING MOCK EXAM!!! how come no 1 inform me 1 wtf Zzz
Wrote 7 pages for 4 essay questions, all pure self-sourced intelligence aka. bullshit cuz I didn't study at all DUH
Last to pass up.
Walked to bread shop and bought a piece of kaya bun. Consumed before arriving to my car down the street.
Drove speedily home once again and here I am blogging about my weird day! XD
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Stuffs waiting to be done for the rest of the day:
- Badminton with buds @ Selayang mall 5pm, swt juz realised why so soon now 420pm edy -_-
- dinner
- ???
- Terminator Salvation @ Mid Valley 920pm YEA BABY~
Tickets bought yesterday
Bryan signing out lalala =P
Technically Today started 12am midnight so....
I was playing mahjong with my buds in my room from 12am til around 3am.
Won RM10 in the end.
Then waited for Champions League Final to start.
Watched together with dad to see how ManUtd got outclassed and beated. sad.
Reluctantly went to sleep at around 5am. Doesn't feel nice when your team lose, especially in the f*cking final wtf
Alarm rang at 630am. Continued sleeping til 715am.
Reluctantly woke up and realised I'm so gonna be late.
Washed up quickly and gone straight to uni, bypassing my usual morning 8am class breakfast place @ Jinjang cause no time for it.
Morning sun and traffic congestion. Typical 8am commute =\nice sun tho 2day
Went to eat breakfast at Wisma UOA opposite my uni, had fried mee/beehun hybrid and 1 fried egg yummy =D
Gone into class 15 minutes late, lecturer had already given the first 3 exam tips wtf
copied from nice nerdy guy sitting behind me after class finished.
Class finished after Mr Ravi finished giving all 8 exam tips. Juz 1 hour after I entered the classroom door Zzz
Drove back home 930am morning wtf so early -__-
Went back to bed slept until 11am when mom and dad quarreling sound outside woke me up wtf
Went out walked around like a zombie asking what the f*ck for 10 minutes.
Dropped dead back onto my bed. Slept til 1pm.
Changed clothes. drove to my favorite hawker in front of Sg Mas @ Jln Ipoh for lunch.
While finishing my Pork-ball noodle, realised was gonna be late. again.
Drove speedily (lol speedily I like that) to uni again. Went in 15 minutes late again for class.
THEY WERE HAVING MOCK EXAM!!! how come no 1 inform me 1 wtf Zzz
Wrote 7 pages for 4 essay questions, all pure self-sourced intelligence aka. bullshit cuz I didn't study at all DUH
Last to pass up.
Walked to bread shop and bought a piece of kaya bun. Consumed before arriving to my car down the street.
Drove speedily home once again and here I am blogging about my weird day! XD
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Stuffs waiting to be done for the rest of the day:
- Badminton with buds @ Selayang mall 5pm, swt juz realised why so soon now 420pm edy -_-
- dinner
- ???
- Terminator Salvation @ Mid Valley 920pm YEA BABY~
Tickets bought yesterdayBryan signing out lalala =P
Monday, May 25, 2009
Left or Right?
I've just found out a weird thing.
Everyone seems to have their toolbar/gadgets/widgets or whatever you call them on the RIGHT SIDE of their blogs. =\
This was something I suddenly realized after staring at my blog for a split second today, which was weird cause it just suddenly struck me how glaringly obvious it was.
It was DIFFERENT. Something was standing out. Was special? I don't know >.<
It just suddenly hit me, like me hitting a wall.
I panicked.
I hastily opened a completely new browser window, pressed "Bookmarks", right-clicked my "blogs" folder and pressed "open all in tabs".
I screened through all THIRTY THREE (33) of them.
Mind you these are the blogs that I visit daily, and I found out there are only THREE (3) of them that have their toolbar/gadgets/wateverf*ck on the left side. Me, PY, and Carol.
The remaining 30 all have their stuffs on the right. 3 vs 30 wtf
BANG!
Smack-in-the-face type of feel =(
Maybe it was because I've been reading these blogs everyday and NOT reading/taking care of my own blog for a very long time, and it has already left the impression that blog toolbars on the right is the norm.
Not until today.
Not after I casually logged into my own blog like I do everyday, the Left and Right issue suddenly popped up.
Why on the right?
Coincidence?
Or is there a logical reasoning behind this phenomenon:
being on the right is the optimum layout?
makes it easier on the eyes?
looks more attractive to people?
provide orgasm while reading the blog?
I dunno >.<
Should I swap sides? =\
why am I even bothering -_-
and my moodget isn't working >.> fml?
Everyone seems to have their toolbar/gadgets/widgets or whatever you call them on the RIGHT SIDE of their blogs. =\
This was something I suddenly realized after staring at my blog for a split second today, which was weird cause it just suddenly struck me how glaringly obvious it was.
It was DIFFERENT. Something was standing out. Was special? I don't know >.<
It just suddenly hit me, like me hitting a wall.
I panicked.
I hastily opened a completely new browser window, pressed "Bookmarks", right-clicked my "blogs" folder and pressed "open all in tabs".
I screened through all THIRTY THREE (33) of them.
Mind you these are the blogs that I visit daily, and I found out there are only THREE (3) of them that have their toolbar/gadgets/wateverf*ck on the left side. Me, PY, and Carol.
The remaining 30 all have their stuffs on the right. 3 vs 30 wtf
BANG!
Smack-in-the-face type of feel =(
Maybe it was because I've been reading these blogs everyday and NOT reading/taking care of my own blog for a very long time, and it has already left the impression that blog toolbars on the right is the norm.
Not until today.
Not after I casually logged into my own blog like I do everyday, the Left and Right issue suddenly popped up.
Why on the right?
Coincidence?
Or is there a logical reasoning behind this phenomenon:
being on the right is the optimum layout?
makes it easier on the eyes?
looks more attractive to people?
provide orgasm while reading the blog?
I dunno >.<
Should I swap sides? =\
why am I even bothering -_-
and my moodget isn't working >.> fml?
Friday, May 8, 2009
=)
once upon a... recent time >.<
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Watcha doing?
kekeke
i'm doing nth
swt swt swt
jus lying down
u doing ntg u dun wan to do ur hw!
:P
i got things to do eh i helping u do ur hw >:0
tired
wat is this -_-"
lazy
u ar.. spoilt edy la..
eee u so sayang me
sayang oso cannot like dis 1 ma~
y?
say u wanna spoil me forever
haha
u wan me to spoil u forever?
yup
i'll spoil you for as long as u love me lo k..?
fair deal :P
deal
T.T
now starts my horrible life full of doing stuffs for u...
hahaha
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XD
I love u so much >3<
Monday, April 13, 2009
Missing You
a touch from being together
a tear for being apart
although you're not by my side
you're always in my heart
missing you.
a tear for being apart
although you're not by my side
you're always in my heart
missing you.
courtesy of evo1314
Saturday, March 14, 2009
No Flower >:O
4 years ago today,
This rose never reached its intended destination.
Sadly,
It ended up with him instead.
4 years later this day,
No flower was given,
because his role in this has expired.
Unfortunately,
He no longer is the one who should.
This rose never reached its intended destination.
Sadly,
It ended up with him instead.
4 years later this day,
No flower was given,
because his role in this has expired.
Unfortunately,
He no longer is the one who should.
never liked leaving anything half-done
neither like doing anything half-heartedly
but looks like this is something I'll have to leave it as it is
-未完成-
白色情人节快乐~
and
Happy Graduation to PrincessP ;)
neither like doing anything half-heartedly
but looks like this is something I'll have to leave it as it is
-未完成-
白色情人节快乐~
and
Happy Graduation to PrincessP ;)
Friday, March 13, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Don't Take Me for Granted
Remember,
when people do you a favour no matter how big or how small
say thank you.
when you've made people sad or mad or upset
say sorry.
only when you mean it,
when you really really mean it
say I love you.
I may be a nice guy
I will talk to you politely
I will treat you nicely
I may back off to avoid confrontations
and I will definitely give help in whichever way I can
but
don't take me for granted.
Please understand that,
I'm not asking for a lot.
it's the little details that counts.
and it's those little details that makes you a better person.
" Me no likey >:( "
when people do you a favour no matter how big or how small
say thank you.
when you've made people sad or mad or upset
say sorry.
only when you mean it,
when you really really mean it
say I love you.
I may be a nice guy
I will talk to you politely
I will treat you nicely
I may back off to avoid confrontations
and I will definitely give help in whichever way I can
but
don't take me for granted.
Please understand that,
I'm not asking for a lot.
it's the little details that counts.
and it's those little details that makes you a better person.
" Me no likey >:( "
Friday, March 6, 2009
random rant
Now I understand how on earth can I waste so much time online.
1st is so many websites nowadays load damn bloody slow.
For example, Facebook is one of the slowest loading sites I've ever used, even a simple refresh would take at least 30 bloody seconds, imagine using it whole night how much time it would take me zzz
PhotoBucket is another site that is getting overpopulated with each passing day, hence it has become one of the slower loading sites nowadays. I remembered back then when I changed over from imageshack to photobucket was because of the more user friendlyness and also the SPEEDIER upload!!! now it's like so bloody slow...
Then there is those comic sites that i do my regular comic reading, and they are also one of the slowest loading sites ever..
Time wasters these.
Then there is DotA, which is time consuming/wasting/unhealthy, hence I spend less time on it edy nowadays.
1 game of dota would last around 1 hour, and imagine playing 3 games a day, that's 3 hours from a day's 24 hours gone!!! Such a fukin waste wtf
Should bloody cut off from playing this crap at all...
Chatting online will also waste lots of time, cuz time just flies when people chat online via msn... Ever wondered why by the time you've finished a nice chat conversation with someone, it has already passed 2 hours since you both started??
I have no idea how time passes so fast while chatting wtf
Maybe I should throw away my laptop once and for all, problems solved.
Maybe not. X(
Nitez
1st is so many websites nowadays load damn bloody slow.
For example, Facebook is one of the slowest loading sites I've ever used, even a simple refresh would take at least 30 bloody seconds, imagine using it whole night how much time it would take me zzz
PhotoBucket is another site that is getting overpopulated with each passing day, hence it has become one of the slower loading sites nowadays. I remembered back then when I changed over from imageshack to photobucket was because of the more user friendlyness and also the SPEEDIER upload!!! now it's like so bloody slow...
Then there is those comic sites that i do my regular comic reading, and they are also one of the slowest loading sites ever..
Time wasters these.
Then there is DotA, which is time consuming/wasting/unhealthy, hence I spend less time on it edy nowadays.
1 game of dota would last around 1 hour, and imagine playing 3 games a day, that's 3 hours from a day's 24 hours gone!!! Such a fukin waste wtf
Should bloody cut off from playing this crap at all...
Chatting online will also waste lots of time, cuz time just flies when people chat online via msn... Ever wondered why by the time you've finished a nice chat conversation with someone, it has already passed 2 hours since you both started??
I have no idea how time passes so fast while chatting wtf
Maybe I should throw away my laptop once and for all, problems solved.
Maybe not. X(
Nitez
Thursday, February 26, 2009
I Will Be
I Will Be
There’s nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK
I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And without you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me do you see you're all I need
And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK
I thought that I had everything I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And without you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me do you see you're all I need
And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK
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Was in the car this evening when I heard this song over the radio, and something about it just doesn't seem right.
Found out that it was sang by Leona Lewis, which kinda fxcked up the song IMO cuz when I 1st heard this being sang by Avril, it was a fantastically lovely song!!
Later found out that the Avril version was the unreleased song that she wrote but never went into the "Girlfriend" album..
Sad thing cuz it is such a lovely song.
In the end Leona somehow got her hands on the song and was released in her album, which she bloody messed up the song wtf
Found out that it was sang by Leona Lewis, which kinda fxcked up the song IMO cuz when I 1st heard this being sang by Avril, it was a fantastically lovely song!!
Later found out that the Avril version was the unreleased song that she wrote but never went into the "Girlfriend" album..
Sad thing cuz it is such a lovely song.
In the end Leona somehow got her hands on the song and was released in her album, which she bloody messed up the song wtf
Duly went home and repeated the song (the original by Avril of coz) I have in my computer for the rest of the night...
PM me if u wan dis song I'll happily share ^^
PM me if u wan dis song I'll happily share ^^
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I wanna watch movies~~~
Swt.
Just finished watching the Oscars, and now I so bloody wanna watch a shitload of movies.
Curious case of Benjamin Button
Slumdog Millionaire
Changelings
Frost/Nixon
Milk
The Reader
The Wrestler
Doubt
Defiance
Valkyrie
....
Woot!! Need to catch Slumdog/Benjamin/Changlings/Valkyrie before they stop showing on the big screen!!!
Which is probably by next week... wtf
and... Frost/Nixon and Milk would probably not be available for showing in our lovely tanah air due to our country's "openness" on religion/history/political views..
which is so totally KNS
hope that it'll show in the cinema in due time, or I'll have to result to supporting the pirated DVD peddlers once more zzz
Movies Movies Movies~~~
I need some company~~~ and I need money wtf -_-"
Let's go watch some nice shows~~~
and pls no more chickflick/dumbass comedy/anything relating to hong kong comedy pls I dun want to fucking waste my time and money on these anymore I had enough of it for 2009 zzz
Just finished watching the Oscars, and now I so bloody wanna watch a shitload of movies.
Curious case of Benjamin Button
Slumdog Millionaire
Changelings
Frost/Nixon
Milk
The Reader
The Wrestler
Doubt
Defiance
Valkyrie
....
Woot!! Need to catch Slumdog/Benjamin/Changlings/Valkyrie before they stop showing on the big screen!!!
Which is probably by next week... wtf
and... Frost/Nixon and Milk would probably not be available for showing in our lovely tanah air due to our country's "openness" on religion/history/political views..
which is so totally KNS
hope that it'll show in the cinema in due time, or I'll have to result to supporting the pirated DVD peddlers once more zzz
Movies Movies Movies~~~
I need some company~~~ and I need money wtf -_-"
Let's go watch some nice shows~~~
and pls no more chickflick/dumbass comedy/anything relating to hong kong comedy pls I dun want to fucking waste my time and money on these anymore I had enough of it for 2009 zzz
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Lurking Love is waiting to be found
It may be lurking around the corner,
or may be under you bed,
or inside your closet;
It may be lurking few thousand miles away from you,
or it may be just beneath your nose,
right in front of you,
behind you,
lurking...
Everybody may have that unfulfilled love, lurking somewhere waiting to be found,
it may be the girl you never had the courage to tell her that you love her,
or the guy that you've just quarreled with a few moments ago,
or the gal that you've been chasing all these while,
or the guy that you thought were just good friends but deep down inside he loves you oh so dearly.
Love is everywhere, but they are hidden, they lurk and they want to be found.
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It may sound ridiculous, but I've only been through 3 Valentine's Day together with a partner...
Twice was with my dear, the 2nd time is this very day (14/2/2009), while the other was with PrincessP.
Such a coincidence that so many years with her, we so very seldom crossed each other's life during Valentine's Day, and I wonder why... >"<
Well this year it's different and I'm indeed celebrating my Valentine with my love, although in an unorthodox way in the sense that we're thousands of miles apart.
Still, it feels different compared with while being single, and in a better way too ^^
Juz wanna wish everyone a happy Valentine's Day~~~
and I love you dear... ^^
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Turning Point vs Point of No Return
I hate you. I love you.
I'm glad that you had to go. I'm sad that you must leave.
I hope you never come back. I wish you never have to go.
Please leave me alone. Please don't leave me.
It's good that you won't be around. I'm scared that I won't see you again.
Life without you would be so much better. I cannot possibly live without you
I can start a new life. I wanna die.
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Of every statement, one side of it is true while the other is not.
Right now, I cannot differentiate which is which.
How I wish all of the red is true, but it's the white that is hard to let go.
This, could be my Turning Point.
Or it could be my Point of No Return.
emo-ed
Sunday, January 11, 2009
1st post of 2009
Been busy lately.
Been doing lots of stuffs lately.
Been going places lately.
Been hurting myself lately.
Been playing lots of Dota lately.
Been exercising less lately.
Been playing less mahjong lately.
Been confused/uncertain/complicated lately.
Been naughty lately.
Been happy lately.
Festive seasons... Christmas, New Year and now the oncoming CNY..
I kinda like it and hate it at the same time, because it brings stuffs for me to do like going out having fun, but sometimes when life gets too busy you'll end up wanting to stay at home and relax, away from all the hectic chaos...
well that's the problem of being a slight sadist, wanting everything of both sides when actually everything of both can't really fit into my itsy bitsy life..
itsy bitsy in the sense of being confined by financial constraints and limited by my physical conditions.
Oh and not forgetting emotional frailty.
Time passes by so fast when everything goes according to plan, not that I have a plan but I do have a hectic life involving plans made by others and people to catch up with, hence it has been quite awhile where my life (not including the rest time that I need to fix my health) is filled with doing all sorts of things...
Bumped into lots of friends that I haven't seen for a long long time, in b'day parties, countdown gathers, even on shopping outings ^^
And I've seen almost every available movie on show this festive period, and it's been a long time since I last gone on a movie spree watching on average 2~3 movie per week for 3 consecutive weeks..
so yeah times flies and sometimes I wondered what have I done so far, what hasn't been done, and what should I do next?
I hope after this hectic period I can settle down abit and get to grips on some issues going on in my life. Find some answers. Apologize to some people. Pursue some goals. And find some solutions.
Been at home for the last 3 days due to being slightly immobilized no thanks my injured toe...
toe in its sorry state =..=
Has been quite a good start to the year apart from this, am actually looking forward to the rest of 2009 XD
cheers~
Been doing lots of stuffs lately.
Been going places lately.
Been hurting myself lately.
Been playing lots of Dota lately.
Been exercising less lately.
Been playing less mahjong lately.
Been confused/uncertain/complicated lately.
Been naughty lately.
Been happy lately.
Festive seasons... Christmas, New Year and now the oncoming CNY..
I kinda like it and hate it at the same time, because it brings stuffs for me to do like going out having fun, but sometimes when life gets too busy you'll end up wanting to stay at home and relax, away from all the hectic chaos...
well that's the problem of being a slight sadist, wanting everything of both sides when actually everything of both can't really fit into my itsy bitsy life..
itsy bitsy in the sense of being confined by financial constraints and limited by my physical conditions.
Oh and not forgetting emotional frailty.
Time passes by so fast when everything goes according to plan, not that I have a plan but I do have a hectic life involving plans made by others and people to catch up with, hence it has been quite awhile where my life (not including the rest time that I need to fix my health) is filled with doing all sorts of things...
Bumped into lots of friends that I haven't seen for a long long time, in b'day parties, countdown gathers, even on shopping outings ^^
And I've seen almost every available movie on show this festive period, and it's been a long time since I last gone on a movie spree watching on average 2~3 movie per week for 3 consecutive weeks..
so yeah times flies and sometimes I wondered what have I done so far, what hasn't been done, and what should I do next?
I hope after this hectic period I can settle down abit and get to grips on some issues going on in my life. Find some answers. Apologize to some people. Pursue some goals. And find some solutions.
Been at home for the last 3 days due to being slightly immobilized no thanks my injured toe...
toe in its sorry state =..=
Has been quite a good start to the year apart from this, am actually looking forward to the rest of 2009 XD
cheers~
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