Reflecting Back on a Holiday

Sem Break just finished. New long sem just started.

Time to do some looking back on what I've planned to do, what I've done, and what I didn't do.

Stuffs planned and done:
1. A reasonable amount of exercise to aid my recovery of my sickness.
- Yep did that. Although didn't visit my gym for as much as I would have liked, I still managed to play futsal once a week and badminton twice a week. And some jogging in the weekends...

2. Get reasonable amount of rest.
- Yes that too I did. Slept alot. Slept alot more earlier too. 1st good effort in changing my lifestyle.

3. Eat as much healthy food as possible.
- Did that too... Nothing spicy nothing fried nothing sour for the whole of holiday... Save for 1 piece of Margaritta pizza at Vivo XD 2nd decent effort in lifestyle changing.

4. Play less Dota.
- Yes surprisingly I managed to do this, went to CC only 3 times in a month's time. New personal record.

5. Saving more money by going out less. Less going out less driving less spending u see.
- Yep done that, RM200 worth of petrol lasted me more than a month, another new record... Didn't buy any clothing whatsoever in the MegaSale period too. Trying very hard not to X.X

6. Meet new friends/contact old friends.
Something I done in my holiday that I'm actually proud of. Some of the highlights were meeting Liwen aka sei fei po after she came back from US, meeting SPY in her yoga studio opening ceremony, getting to know new friends though existing friends (a few..), all of which i'm really happy of doing.

err... that's about all.. stuffs I've planned and done.

Stuffs planned and not done:
1. Go on a vacation elsewhere other than KL.
- Nope. Was stuck in KL soil for the whole of my sem break. Friends were either busy or too poor to go on a vacation. Family was working. How sad.. T_T~

2. Skating (@Sunway...)
- Nope. Wanted to but somehow didn't managed to.

3. Wall Climbing (@1U)
- Same reason as above.

4. Camping (@FIRM)
- A plan made up by one of my friends but in the end the plan starter canceled the plan. damn.

5. Play more MahJong as a holiday pass time.
- Did play abit, but just a lil' bit... Tak cukup la hands still itchy!!!

6. Play more Dota.
- err something I didn't do, was good in the sense it's bad for health, was weird on the other hand cuz it was a bloody holiday...

7. Work/earn $$$.
- Wasn't able to cuz of my current health issues...

8. Sing more K.
- Juz sang ONCE for the whole bloody month -__- I used to sing K at least twice a week while I was having class... Yet in a last sem break how I managed to just sing K once is beyond me >"<

9. Finish my 三国 BB Gundam series models.
- Unfortunately, ran out of painting materials...

10. Find a girlfriend.
- Err... obviously a mission unaccomplished =..=

I guess that's about it.
Conclusion is, the pass 1 month was the longest semester break I've ever had in my 3 years in HELP, but it was also the most boring sem break I've ever had.
It's kinda sad looking back on my holiday...

But the past has passed me so let's just move on, time to start a new page in my life, and a new semester in my academic life...
Hopefully the future will be better.. Hopefully...

Test #1

挑戰型（權威自信，敢作敢為）

您經常是精力充沛、情感強烈、專橫霸道、叛逆、保護者、獨斷獨行、一不作二不休的人。您工作賣力，玩樂也賣力。
您擁有一定的個人倫理，涵蓋了整合、真理和正義，透過這個個人倫理，您以正反對立的角度觀看世界。
您雖然重視公平，卻不太樂意聽到其他人的觀點。

優點：
您對朋友和所愛的人會極端保護和支持，您會因為他們受到不公平對待，不夠強壯到足以為自己爭鬥的人而努力抗爭。

缺點：
不尊重他人的權利和需求，為了自己而脅迫他人。

愛情：
您深刻重視感情，但由於您獨斷獨行，而且有對控制的需要，可能會出現建立關係的困難。
在親密關係中，爭吵對您來說是主要的，這是安全保持連繫的一種刺激方式。

您是能鼓舞對方，有趣的伴侶，而且會永不厭倦地保護對方，支持伴侶自我實現。
「我知道她的聰明、能幹，而且我愛這樣，但是踏入這個充滿危險威脅的世界，她跟著我走是重要的，這樣我才知道她是安全的。這看起來像是控制，然而卻是對她的保護。」

安定方位：付出型
在安定的狀態下您會變得順從、願意付出、容易受人影響，讚成和自己有關的事物。

壓力方位：思考型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得沮喪、怠惰、不溝通，而且無法決定自己在思考的事情，並加以實行。

建意：
學習接受沉悶和恐懼
認知並歡迎您的脆弱及無力
改善自己責備他人的傾向

最渴望：控制掌握一切，當家作主
最恐懼：屈服於人
最難達到的美德：純真 (Innocence)
最難克服的執念：縱慾 (Lust)

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The test's slightly true and slightly not true...
How does it reflect on me? ngam tak ngam?!?

hmm...

newayz here's the link if u wanna have a try

Cry

想哭
陈奕迅



相约 在一个适合聊天 的下午
分开很多年 满以为没有包袱
我还打算回顾 我们为何结束
还想问你 是不是一个人 住

当你的笑容 给我礼貌的招呼
当我想诉说 这些年来的感触
你却点了满桌 我最爱的食物
介绍我看一本 天文学的书

我想哭 不敢哭
难道这种相处
不像我们梦寐以求 的幸福
走下去 这一步
是宽容 还是痛苦

我想哭 怎么哭
完成爱情旅途
谈天说地 是最理想的出路
谈音乐 谈时事 不说爱
若无其事 原来是 最狠的报复

当我想坦白 我们的乐 多于苦
你说 水星 它没有卫星 好孤独
我才明白时间 较分手 还残酷
老朋友了 再没资格 不满足

我想哭 不敢哭
难道这种相处
不像我们梦寐以求 的幸福
走下去 这一步
是宽容 还是痛苦

我想哭 怎么哭
完成爱情旅途
谈天说地 是最理想的出路
谈音乐 谈时事 不说爱
若无其事 原来是最狠 的报复

若无其事 原来是最狠的 报复...

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很喜欢的一首歌，陈奕迅的"想哭"。
又是林夕的作品，我想怎么会写得这么好，深受感触..

其实很多时候，心情就会很像这首歌酱...
对于某些人，就是会带有这样的感觉..

很多人都说，"时间能冲淡一切"。
但对于一些不想被冲淡的，难道时间就是好东西吗?
有些人会有愿望，对于某事或某人会有期待，甚至会有寄托。
但时间却把这一切，一一地冲淡...
因时间的缘故而导致没有下落的梦想，应该怎样处理呢..?

矛盾是
想说的话 不能 说出来
想做的事 因身份而不恰当
想的人 却没有想你
最了解你的人 不爱你

无奈是
凡事 只能以微笑带过
脸上挂着的 永远是个面具
口是心非 已成了个习惯
敷衍 衬托 已练到最高境界
而最后 唯一 的选择
很明显的是 逃避

每次听这首歌
都会很心酸
都会 很想哭

我讨厌 若无其事
因为它是最狠的 报复

*This song has so little options from YouTube... This is best that i can find but the ending chorus doesn't sound right. Other clips the song and the wording speed doesn't match, so in the end i picked this clip which the words match the song but has a little defect in the last chorus... >"<*

Joker

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Proud

I am proud of myself.

Today, I did something that I would never imagine me doing for a long long time, and that is to sew a button.

It's actually a front button of one of my favorite shirt, which came off dunno when.
So I'd just removed a button from one of the four pockets and stitched it onto the place, just a small lil' achievement that doesn't seem like something worth boosting about.

But that's not the case, because in doing this I've found out that those stitching classes i had in all those "household learning" (what are those classes called edy ar in Malay, I can't seem to remember after all these years - pendidikan jasmani?!? eh that's PE cls rite..) I had while in secondary school form 1/2/3, those knowledge I once deemed USELESS had actually been useful in this particular.

Hence that is why I am proud of myself.
Not because of succeeding in fixing a missing button;
But because I still remembered how to do my stitching.

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btw let me introduce you to Jungle Green (J.G).

J.G is what we Cadetians used to call it, because it is green in colour, and basically it's a jungle combat outfit.
It was once one of my uniform in my cadet haydays.

It's a proud thing for a cadet to receive his first J.G, it's such a big occasion that it's actually worth celebrating for.
You won't naturally get a J.G.
You need to EARN it. Through tests, exams and promotions, you will need to get to a certain "grade" to earn your J.G.
I got mine while i was in Form 3, the 3rd year I joined the cadet police force.

My J.G has been with me for almost 7 years now, and it has been through thick and thin with me.

I've jumped off a 5 floor building while wearing it.
Ran 20KMs while wearing it.
Swimed through rivers and mud while wearing it.
Climbed a mountain while wearing it.
Got lost in a jungle while wearing it.
Shot a M16 rifle while wearing it.
Slept in it. (after 7 years, it would be very weird if i hadn't slept in it ^^")
Performed in a live drama while wearing it. (acting as a "special armed forces" obviously XD)
Electricuted countless ladies while wearing it. (HaHaHa very funny but it's true XP)
Learned many things as a junor cadet while wearing it.
Taught and tortured fellow juniors as a senior cadet while wearing it.
Taught my last proper class as a cadet officer while wearing it.

In a summary, I've sweat , bleed, laughed and cried in my J.G.

After all these years, I still have the honour to fix your button.
J.G, I'm really proud of you, and I think you would be proud of me too.


*Now my J.G is just for casual wear, I still would wear it out for lectures, for shopping and stuffs...*

Movie's Night Out @ 16/7

Just came home after finished watching HellBoy II @ Kepong TGV.

The only thing I could say about it is GO WATCH IT!!!
It's nice, action packed, with a decent storyline(most of the movies nowadays don't have one -__-), and also has supa hot Selma Blair in it!! >:P~

Another thing that surprised me is that someone i didn't expect to show up in the movie appeared, and it's one of my all time favorite actress - Calista Flockhart
Swttttttt didn't recognize her at first because it's been so long since she last showed up in a movie and the fact that she's dressed/makeup-ed as an Elf makes it even harder.
But at 1st she seemed familiar... Then my sis told me that it's really her after the show, I was like... OMG O.O"

It's a nice show go watch it if u can ^^

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Rant #2 (#1 was about Shitmax=Streamyx)
Kepong Jusco parking system sucks!!!
I finished my movie at around 1230am, my car was parked at the cinema floor, but they bloody locked both the exits of the cinema.
I went 1 floor down through the escalator and then back 1 floor up through the car ramp. WTF
Then they have like 4 floors of parking space, but only one floor has the autopay machine. cb
On that single floor, there are only 2 autopay machines, and on this particular day, one of them went out of order, hence only ONE AUTOPAY MACHINE IN THE WHOLE FUKIN BUILDING WAS WORKING.
Lined up for HALF AN FUKIN HOUR TO PAY THE PARKING TICKET.
RUBBISH. UTTER RUBBISH. Couldn't put it any better =..="

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It's late, niteZzz...

U Suck!!! (refering to some local broadband service provider..)

.....

Bloody hell.. Been trying to online for the whole fukin' day and now after finally can online, the internet is so god damm slow!!!!

fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up dhaduilasi;ncjscknsainadalkmdacj mtherfker ccb zzzz

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It wasn't always like this tho, I used to enjoy smooth, uninterrupted broadband..
Playing hours and hours of DoTa without ever needing to worry about sudden putus line or stuffs like dat...

Now.. nvrmind putus line, even getting started is also a problem...
i so bloody hate this..

Argh~~~~~~~~~~~~

Rumor has it that TM has been adding more and more customers without regards to its technical capability, meaning that although TM/Streamyx doesn't have the technical support and capability (like insufficient servers, ports and the sorts) to further extend its network, it still continuously welcome new customers just for the sake of PROFIT... Axxhxlxs...
Hence that is why broadband which should be bloody fast is so slow now, and why I'm facing these issues... Zzz....

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Btw.. On a more serious note, anyone using Streamyx experiencing anything similar to what I'm having?
Like hard to go online (although ADSL light on modem isn't blinking), or really slow connection, or suddenly line interruption after not very long usage of the broadband... anyone?????

Or is it just me having these "special" services... 凸(-___..____-||||)凸

Debut

Wasted hours today trying to fix the outlook of this blog. -__-"
Was previously using a preset template but in the end decided it wasn't "personal" enough, hence the extra effort made into making the title...

Imagine how long it took for this...

















to become this...

















then into this...

















and then this...

















and finally into this...









Well, honestly it wasn't really that long but anyways it was fun doing some drawing once again ^^P

After some tweaking of the colours and fonts, it's now safe to say that the look of my Blogspot is completed, yet something still doesn't look exactly right about it, but I don't know what =.=|||

What's wrong with it?!? Why am I having this weird feeling about it!??

Zzz....

*btw it's my blog's proper debut u see so sokong a bit la pls*

introduction

Hey there everyone, it's me and yeah this is my new but also not-so-new blog.

It's new because I haven't started any post yet and this is my 1st blog entry here.

On the other hand it's not so new because i actually created this blog few months back, it's just that I didn't touch it for a few months since then.

I won't be totally abandoning my old friendster blog tho, there are still important stuffs and memories instilled there and if u and I are not that close then I suggest u to pay a visit to my old blog and take a trip down Bryan's memory lane... click here
I will still be updating my friendster blog.. albeit with posts that are of different substance than those that can be found here in the future...

Bryan's Blogger's Blog will be my place where I'll put up random thoughts, random updates of interesting/weird/scary/disgusting daily happenings, random rants and sorts.
Here will practically be filled with shorter and simpler post as oppose to those "essays" (that's how my friends put it) of my friendster blog...

So basically here's where I'll bullshit...
Feel free to crap here (but please do crap with some relevance to what I've posted tq ^^")