Be Brave =)

Love is a gamble
It involves great risks

But great risks brings great rewards
and love is exactly like that

You may win or you may lose
but if you don't give everything every time you love, then what is the point?

Giving everything may result in losing a lot
but if all goes well, you could have the whole world in exchange

Don't be afraid to lose
or else you may risk missing out on everything you hold dear to your heart

At the very least, that's what I believe in

like you said

Be brave =)



what I'm trying to say is, just go for it =)

WTF IS THIS

Today while I was having dinner with my family, suddenly a huge bulge appeared out of nowhere on my left hand.

It was like, one minute there was nothing, then the other minute it just appeared!

The bulge is sized like a 10 sen coin, popping out like a f*cking gigantic pimple shit -_-

It doesn't hurt, is not painful, not itchy.
I can press it push it move it scratch it do all sort of things to it but it still feels the same like any other part of my hand, nothing especially painful or weird feeling about it.

But it's still there!!!
Poking out... being a standout among other parts of my hand... staring at me.. WOOT!

OMG WTF IS THIS @@"





the last pic wtf so obvious/disgusting/Zzz

Gonna see the doc if it doesn't disappear by itself in a day or two...





Feeling down cuz of this T.T
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here's a forum topic I opened to inquire about it

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latest update @4/6/09:
It's a Ganglion -__-"

"A ganglion cyst (also known as a bible bump) is a swelling that often appears on or around joints and tendons in the hand or foot. The size of the cyst can vary over time. It is most frequently located around the wrist and on the fingers. The term "Bible Bump" comes from a common urban legend that treatment by pounding on the cyst with a Bible or another large book occurred in the past."

"Ganglion cysts are idiopathic, but presumably reflect a variation in normal joint or tendon sheath function. Cysts near joints are connected to the joint and the leading theory is that a type of check valve forms that allows fluid out of the joint, but not back in. The cyst contains clear fluid similar to, but thicker than normal synovial fluid. They are most often found around the wrist joint, especially at the scapho-lunate joint, which accounts for 80% of all ganglion cysts."

- Wikipedia

It says there that it's IDIOPATHIC, meaning that its actual causes are UNKNOWN in scientific terms, which kinda sucks -_-
I was hoping for some definite answers, and this is all i got =(

Settled it myself by hitting it with a hard cover book, as one of the methods mentioned to cure the thingy was exactly that... LOL


here's the book, and the towel where I put my hand on for the "operation" XD


The bump disappeared after hitting it hard with the book~

Woot! =P

DotA Rehab

It's been more than 1 month since I last played a Dota game.
I'm not playing it at home anymore so my GGclient is redundant now.
I don't feel the urge anymore
uninterested anymore

No more time wasting on these

After 6 years of indulgence in this,
I think I'm done and over my Dota-playing addiction

A change for the good obviously =D

"Tak nak! Setiap tekan membawa padah" =\

Weird day

Today was/is a weird day.

Technically Today started 12am midnight so....
I was playing mahjong with my buds in my room from 12am til around 3am.
Won RM10 in the end.

Then waited for Champions League Final to start.

Watched together with dad to see how ManUtd got outclassed and beated. sad.

Reluctantly went to sleep at around 5am. Doesn't feel nice when your team lose, especially in the f*cking final wtf

Alarm rang at 630am. Continued sleeping til 715am.

Reluctantly woke up and realised I'm so gonna be late.

Washed up quickly and gone straight to uni, bypassing my usual morning 8am class breakfast place @ Jinjang cause no time for it.

Morning sun and traffic congestion. Typical 8am commute =\
nice sun tho 2day

Went to eat breakfast at Wisma UOA opposite my uni, had fried mee/beehun hybrid and 1 fried egg yummy =D

Gone into class 15 minutes late, lecturer had already given the first 3 exam tips wtf
copied from nice nerdy guy sitting behind me after class finished.

Class finished after Mr Ravi finished giving all 8 exam tips. Juz 1 hour after I entered the classroom door Zzz

Drove back home 930am morning wtf so early -__-

Went back to bed slept until 11am when mom and dad quarreling sound outside woke me up wtf

Went out walked around like a zombie asking what the f*ck for 10 minutes.

Dropped dead back onto my bed. Slept til 1pm.

Changed clothes. drove to my favorite hawker in front of Sg Mas @ Jln Ipoh for lunch.
While finishing my Pork-ball noodle, realised was gonna be late. again.

Drove speedily (lol speedily I like that) to uni again. Went in 15 minutes late again for class.
THEY WERE HAVING MOCK EXAM!!! how come no 1 inform me 1 wtf Zzz

Wrote 7 pages for 4 essay questions, all pure self-sourced intelligence aka. bullshit cuz I didn't study at all DUH
Last to pass up.

Walked to bread shop and bought a piece of kaya bun. Consumed before arriving to my car down the street.

Drove speedily home once again and here I am blogging about my weird day! XD

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Stuffs waiting to be done for the rest of the day:
- Badminton with buds @ Selayang mall 5pm, swt juz realised why so soon now 420pm edy -_-
- dinner
- ???
- Terminator Salvation @ Mid Valley 920pm YEA BABY~

Tickets bought yesterday

Bryan signing out lalala =P

Left or Right?

I've just found out a weird thing.

Everyone seems to have their toolbar/gadgets/widgets or whatever you call them on the RIGHT SIDE of their blogs. =\

This was something I suddenly realized after staring at my blog for a split second today, which was weird cause it just suddenly struck me how glaringly obvious it was.

It was DIFFERENT. Something was standing out. Was special? I don't know >.<
It just suddenly hit me, like me hitting a wall.

I panicked.
I hastily opened a completely new browser window, pressed "Bookmarks", right-clicked my "blogs" folder and pressed "open all in tabs".

I screened through all THIRTY THREE (33) of them.
Mind you these are the blogs that I visit daily, and I found out there are only THREE (3) of them that have their toolbar/gadgets/wateverf*ck on the left side. Me, PY, and Carol.

The remaining 30 all have their stuffs on the right. 3 vs 30 wtf

BANG!

Smack-in-the-face type of feel =(

Maybe it was because I've been reading these blogs everyday and NOT reading/taking care of my own blog for a very long time, and it has already left the impression that blog toolbars on the right is the norm.

Not until today.
Not after I casually logged into my own blog like I do everyday, the Left and Right issue suddenly popped up.

Why on the right?
Coincidence?
Or is there a logical reasoning behind this phenomenon:
being on the right is the optimum layout?
makes it easier on the eyes?
looks more attractive to people?
provide orgasm while reading the blog?

I dunno >.<



Should I swap sides? =\
why am I even bothering -_-





and my moodget isn't working >.> fml?

=)

once upon a... recent time >.<
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Watcha doing?

kekeke
i'm doing nth

swt swt swt

jus lying down

u doing ntg u dun wan to do ur hw!

:P

i got things to do eh i helping u do ur hw >:0

tired

wat is this -_-"

lazy

u ar.. spoilt edy la..

eee u so sayang me

sayang oso cannot like dis 1 ma~

y?
say u wanna spoil me forever

haha
u wan me to spoil u forever?

yup

i'll spoil you for as long as u love me lo k..?
fair deal :P

deal

T.T
now starts my horrible life full of doing stuffs for u...

hahaha

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XD

I love u so much >3<