Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Another 1st Time

last Friday I accidentally twisted my right ankle while playing futsal with my buddies.

it was the first time in my life that I've twisted an ankle, and god it hurt like hell =..=

well not as painful compared when I broke my leg la, but still pretty horrible >"<

went to the doctor shortly afterwards and he said that I've "popped" a vein O.O"

simply hearing that statement send the shivers down my spine =.=

....

wasn't able to walk for 2 days, today 4 days after the incident I drove to class.
still walking kinda gingerly but I can drive edy so good enough improvement la I'd guess...

me leg looks fukin cacat for the last few days =..="

well thanks to me buddy Khai and his lao po for sending me to the doc and back home right after the incident happened, no small feat considering the fact that I was unable (obviously) to drive and he had to drive and park my HUGH 4X4 that he never previously drove before, and the hardest part was of course to park it back into my tiny parking lot after getting back to my condo >"<

Ayu and Tirus get a special mention for, ahem, their so-called "sick visit", in which they came into my house for less than 5 minutes to retrieve some stuffs they forgot to bring home during the previous mahjong session, plus curi some MP3 and porn and then left... LOL
well they did wish me well so...

and not forgetting lovely ms papaya who never forgets to show her care for me whether it's, in her own words, implicitly or explicitly... XD

to Mel who had the same fate as me while falling off her bed not long ago, now I finally understand what you had to go through and it sure sucks bad...

and TQ mom/dad/sis of course... lovely+caring+annoying as always ^^

and yeah to those mahjong kakis who kept me occupied the last few days when I wasn't able to move much, TQ very much for the company, although u guys bloody won too much $$$ from me !$@#$@% =..="

to everybody else,
stay safe, stay healthy, and stay injury-free.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Anonymous II



when you hold what values most to you
keep your fingers tight
firm but gentle
protect it from harm
but give it the freedom to roam

carefully.. carefully... carefully...

eventually...

finally?

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Fun Quota

Alright, now officially my Fun Quota is used up.

So it's back to the serious and sticky end of stuffs.

I've been wasting my time away on meaningless things for way too long.

I've been running away from stuffs I don't wanna face.

I've been hiding my head under the hole which kinda make me don't see things that I don't wanna see.

Well, I've been very very bad lately.

So it's about time I start to do things I'm suppose to do, Properly.

I've been ignorant, I know.

I've been missing in action, this I'm also aware.

I've neglected some stuffs and also some people, I know and I wonder why am I such a jackass.

I feel guilty, and I'm deeply sorry to those who is in concern.

So, starting from now on, I will be the better "me".

Or at least, I will try to be that better me.

Please, if you may, help me and send some love and care to me.

Ever wondered how does it feel to lose direction?

To lose the driving force of motivation?

I think I know how that feels now.

I think I'm somewhat lost.

So so so...

Let's start from doing the basic things properly first.

Let's assume that I have a Fun Quota and it is all used up, so there will no longer be any time-wasting, energy-busting, senseless activities involved anymore.

And for once seriously, do stuffs that I'm fully capable of doing really well and not like coming out with shitty end products that I'm producing of late.

Like the assignment which is due on Monday!!!

and from here on hopefully I'll start to find my way...



fuck you bryan chong you're one piece of shit. better buckle up you ass or else face the fucking consequances.
somebody fucking bitch-slap me pls.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Anonymous I

You and I both agreed that I'm the one who understands you most

I know what you have been
I know what you can be

The only thing I'm not sure of, is what have you become

it's been so long...

You said it's either all or nothing
I'm thinking, I have nothing else to lose

Dangerous.. It's you not me who is dangerous...

swt food for thought -.-